May 2010
1 post
The "Ex"
I understand why people trip over the “ex-girlfriend” “ex-boyfriend” “ex-flame” “ex-whatever”. It’s an “ex”. At one point in time, they had your heart. They knew your secrets. You called them sweetie, baby, hunny, cutie, all the names in the book. They’ve seen you at your low points, and they’ve seen you when you were...
November 2009
2 posts
Reality.
It’s hard to fight, when you aren’t even sure what you’re fighting for. It’s the thought that keeps me going. The thought that you could be the possible answer to my happiness, or at least fill the gap in my heart. Knowing you, you won’t be able to fix it. No matter how badly I want you to. A relationship is two people. I want all things that I know you aren’t...
Change
No matter how much we try to stop it, pause it, deflect it, change is always going to happen. Especially the change in the two of us. We can’t ignore something so clear. No matter how much we want to go back to who we were, what we were, it’s impossible. The person I used to know, confide in, respect, love, is gone. What happened? I learned who you really were.
September 2009
2 posts
There’s never an ‘over’ with us. Our relationship never ceases to exist, quite possibly, never will. I’ve always promised a complete stop, a barrier, between us. Wanted to get away from you, needing to feel loved from another. You’ve always found a way back into my heart, if you ever even left at all. You’ve always found a way to break it, if it ever really...
I want you to love someone, just as much as I loved you. I want you to feel happiness, feel wanted, feel on top of the world. I want that girl to break your heart. I want you to feel how I feel. I want you to dedicate every sad song to her. I want you to tell all your friends about how she did you wrong, how much you hate her, and how much she means nothing to you, when you know damn well she...